that is just not true. don’t sabotage yourself like this. the education system failed you if it could not accommodate your mental health , and therefore was not educating you in the right ways if this is how it makes you feel when they fail you. you WILL achieve and your life WILL be abundant.
me: are u mad at me…….
me: -feels abusive for asking-
friend: no ur good
me: ok thanks sorry!!
me: -still convinced I did something wrong and now wants to die for even asking-